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Sunday 7th July 2019 and completed on Thurs 11th July

Recently this Nick has been going through a difficult period, which has lasted over the last 18 months or so
and has involved a downsizing move from his last residence in Chiswick, West London not so far from Heathrow.
He was given just 7 days to accomplish a move that was impossible to complete in the time frame that
was allotted, and which still was not completed some 9 months later. During this time he faced an enormous
mountainous pile of different jobs all requiring to be done, with virtually non-existent assistance over
this whole period. He now at this moment in time is starting to feel that he is beginning to come out of it, as
he is now beginning to feel a little more relaxed. He still has a monumental pile
awaiting his attention, but he now feels he is beginning to see at last maybe, the end coming into view.

Most importantly the work on the website has reached some sort of completion. The task
will never be completely accomplished - that is just not possible, there is just too much to do.
What has been done, is estimated to be at possibly just around 10% of what Shri Mataji has given us.

Just recently he has been given some new insights, some new inspirations that allow a more comprehensive
understanding of what is and has been going on. This story started some 80 years ago when he was a very small boy.
He never felt himself to be like all the other boys of his age (no interest in cars or any of the other things
that kids of his age were into.) Instead he was constantly occupied with getting rather interesting and unique dreams.
Now at his now rather elderly age of 80, he is again getting some guidance in dream form.
Most recently he awake from a vivid dream where he was being impressed with the apparent urgent need
to give attention to the problem of correcting the oh so many gaffes or all-time Howlers being
committed by Sahaja Yogis all around the world. This is now in a fairly advanced state of completion, but is one which will
it is feared not go down so well with the quite large collective that is currently situated all around the whole world.
There will likely be a massive resistance, a quite large reaction, an outcry from the oh so many
Sahaja Yogis all round the globe. Never mind - it has to be done... there is no other way out.

One of the most problematic of issues is also occurring in this country, as well as also just about everywhere else,
but here it has a special significance... and why? because here is the Heart of the Universe... and here there should be
a superabundance of caring and of that very special quality of Sankoch and of Nirvaj, or 'Pure Love'. But... where is it?
If you listen to general chit-chat from the collective, you will hear, it commonly expressed that this quality is normally
in quite short supply - people are just too busy with so many other things to be able to, or to have
enough time to spare for such things.

Yet it is such a simple thing to take care of... such a simple thing to achieve... at least it should be...
at least it should be for - a Sahaja Yogi at the very least.
( & now completed with the following, on Thurs 11th July )
It seems to me that the more that we speak sweetly to each other, without constantly reacting all the time, the
greater the chances that we all will achieve that which is our Heart's Desire, that which we so earnestly desire, which
is the pure love, that quality of Nirvaj, or Love in action, that quality of this Heart Chakra, in this Heart of the Universe,
and which is thus far so sorely missing, here where it is so badly and so sorely needed.
It is not so difficult to achieve. We just need to give. We just need to give that connection to the Divine that
we all have... that we all have individually and collectively been granted, that awakening experience, when we get 'plugged in'
to the Divine All Pervading Power of Lord God Almighty, Sakshat Shri Adi Shakti Mataji Shri Nirmala Devi Namoh Namaha.

Wed 27th March 2019

We have just managed to achieve, this past week only, the state where we believe that this site is all but complete.
We have quite often felt that this has previously been already accomplished, but no sooner said than we have almost
immediately found something else that still requires to be done. So this time we are hoping that this will prove
to be an exception. Only time will tell.
What has happened since we last wrote a report is the achievement of 2 things that may prove significant. The first is the writing of the
'Sprinkler Story' and the second is the completion of the Report which lists some (but not all)  of the
"Gaffes or All-time Howlers" being currently practiced all around the world in Sahaja Yoga, and being taught
by Sahaja Yogis also, thus reducing the overall effectiveness of that process taught and spread every where, by which
this 'Mother Earth' will be saved from the calamity that it now faces. With now just a few remaining tweaks, dare we say that
this site is now comple1te... hopefully so. A few Bandhans will maybe help us with this...

Tues 1st Jan 2019
Wishing you all a very Happy and Joyous New Year for this 2019
very soon now the Garden Sprinkler autobiography, which is currently being Proof Read
will come on line in its final version. I hope you'll all enjoy it.

Just yesterday we were very surprised to learn via the Yahoo search engine that they are reporting that
this web site is reported as receiving the highest number of hits of any site in the world.
Incredible - can anyone verify this? It's quite unbelievable!
Actually it was for the site "" which was the precursor for this web site,
and we lost it temporarily through late renewal and had to replace it with the "" extension.

Now, we have applied to purchase this domain Name once again and will redirect any traffic
to this current domain so we all will come together again once more.
Jai Shri Mataji and a very happy & glorious New Year to all.

Current update 28th Nov 2018
Today the completed version of the "Becoming a Garden Sprinkler" was uploaded to the website.
It is complete and apart from the normal 'Proof reading' which may well throw up a few minor typo errors, requiring correction
it is the final 'Online' version, and is intended as this Sahaja Yogi's introduction to Mother's account of what
Sahaja Yoga is all about.
The Garden Sprinkler may be accessed via the ABC link in the "Quick Access Links" bar, (& then go to Top of the screen) or
at the bottom Left of the HomePage (The Ultimate Dream). If we or indeed all those who read this autobiography do so and take to heart
all Shri Mataji's Advices, and will make the effort to practice this new 'Art Form', then we
can possibly look forward to the revolution that is promised.... for all of Humanity.
Jai Shri Mataji

=  Please be sure to update your "temporary internet cache" =
in order that all the old files that are routinely downloaded each time that you surf or browse the web, are deleted
and replaced with new and up-to-date files, so that you will be browsing and seeing and in fact
reading what is actually current and correct.What is more... can we all give a big Bandhan to this collective Effort, that
this time, if it be in accord with The Wishes of our Most Holy of Mothers... that
we may see the Culmination of all Her Life's Wishes and Desires.

May Shri Mataji be Absolutely and Totally PRASANNA
Jai Shri Mataji

14th Nov 2018 Update
The ongoing work of updating this web site goes on apace and seems to be approaching something of a climax.
The end again seems to be on the horizon, but as always we can never be sure. The possible final
section will be "Spreading it to the Entire World" (Including: Trouncing evil; War of Divine versus Satanic forces).
If however, further Inspiration decides otherwise, do not be too surprised.
Jai Shri Mataji and Shri Mataji Prasanna

Current situation as at 11th October 2018
The situation as of this precise moment in time is that a complete renewal / check of the
complete set of Hyperlinks for the Miracles section of this web site has just been completed.
Now is time for a brief respite, while we catch up on many of the other duties that have to be also dealt with.
Then we shall embark on the next set of tasks that all have to be attended to as well.

In the meantime just a reminder that while so much maintenance work is being done on this site,
it would help you who are browsing this site, if you are aware that it would be a great help to you if you were to
search out where you have to go in your chosen browser in order to delete the temporary cache
of files that are downloaded from all the sites that you visit, so that they no longer interfere with the normal
experience that you get while browsing this site. Then you can be sure that you will be given the correct updated files
  that you are requesting each and every time.

If none the less, you do find some error or mistake in the operation of this site, please make contact
using the 'Feedback Form' giving as much detailed information as you can. You can rest assured that we
will then do everything possible to correct the situation.

There is seemingly still much to be done before we can say we are finished. Meantime we ask for
your indulgence and patience while the job is done. We thank you for your support thus far.
Jai Shri Mataji

24th September 2018

The most recent improvement for this web site is the decision to write a sort of a mini Autobiography to try
and clarify some of what has been happening of late in this region of the United Kingdom.

7th August 2018 Update

There appears to be much happening at the moment - this Nick is completely engrossed with
general maintenance of this site, which currently has been revolving around tweaking the Audio Clip section.
Recently some damage was sustained on this site, but with the Abundance of Shri Mataji's Blessings
this was recovered and we hope that you are getting the full Blessings passed on to you
as a result - see the fullness of range of the Audio clips once more, in joyful conclusion.
His eye sight is slowly improving, the left eye lens is settling down, and he goes into hospital on 20th August for
the right eye operation.
Thank YOU so much Shri Mataji for all your Blessings, and for all Your Protection
both for myself and of course for this Web Site.
Shri Mataji Prasanna

27th June 2018 Work in Progress

While his eye sight is still very poor, having just visited his consultant eye surgeon who is looking after his cataract
operation, he none the less is currently putting final finishing touches to the Web Site.
The operation to replace his missing lens in his left eye goes ahead this coming Monday at the Western Eye Hospital.

Meanwhile he is overhauling the Miracles Section of the site, slowly going through the entire section, tweaking where necessary
and looking for any possible places where small additions and little tweaks can possibly add to the overall effect and hopefully bring
the day of final joyful achievement to  fruition. If the whole world can come together, as one, and make that very little sacrifice
to surrender to our Most Holy, Gracious and Glorious Mother, we shall one day enjoy the fruits that have been promised.

This work on the Miracles will continue for some weeks yet.
27th June 2018

current state of play - 19th June 2018

We still are experiencing so many calamities, but strangely, not so much with this web site, strange isn't it?
This is nothing new - we have talked of it so often. This computer, on which this web site is built,
has had almost continuous problems... this web site itself has been threatened with going off line quite frequently now.
Yet it is still here! This Nick has been through the mill til most recently, but still he manages to thrive,
and come through it all. We can only say... VIJAAY SHRI MATAJI... - There must be a reason why it is
so protected, that through thick and thin... it still survives.
Possibly it may have something to do with where our attention is... on what we are focusing.

Currently we are concentrating on a new method of Bringing Sahaja Yoga to the masses, via a
Conducted Tour of this web site, and run at a
special venue at a public store (John Lewis) in the Heart of Kingston in West London.

This is also being broadcast to the Sahaja world, suggesting that something similar
may be done elsewhere across the UK... and indeed across the whole world if it comes to that.
We do not need to go through the whole gamut of creating another site rather like this one,
nor do we need to work out our own alternative and individual Conducted Tour, but
we all can simply follow the lead already provided and simply make some sort of announcement
at our own local meeting, and just print off each week, the next issue, to bring and
hand out at the current meeting for all newcomers to take home and print off if preferred, the
individual items in this Tour of Events, and practice
at home or wherever in preparation for the following week.
And, what is more.... if we all can do it, in unison, at the same time, can you imagine what the overall
Collective effect might be ? So why don't we just pocket our pride, and let's have a go...
come on... lets go for it
State of Play as at 3rd March 2018
This Web site is currently being considered for translation into Hindi, the bulk of the material
being obtained from recordings made over many years of all manner of talks made by She who is
our very own Holy Spiritual Mother, Shri Adi Shakti Mataji Shri Nirmala Devi.
In preparation for all this, we are giving this site a refreshing makeover, a spring clean if you like,
searching for any & all little glitches or errors that may well have crept in and might just possibly
spoil the overall effectiveness of this project, constructed to enlighten the generations to come.

Being that a very large population exists that speaks little other than their own mother tongue of Hindi,
it is thought prudent that they should be at the forefront when disseminating the priceless
treasures that we are so fortunate to have been showered with by She who is Parampuja Shri Mataji.
Vijay Shri Adi Shakti Shri Mataji Shri Nirmala Devi


On this, the 2nd February 2018, and being of sound mind (which can be easily checked on vibrations) by those who are Realised Sou
I, this Nicholas Kerswell, recently relocated to No 4 Jessop House, Kirton Close, Chiswick W4 5UX do solemnly declare that I have
meditated very recently and have concluded that I have nothing further to offer in the way of this web site, which is now
to be regarded as a complete work of chronicling and recording of the Teachings and Advices, most graciously given
by Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi to All Sahaja Yogis, the world over. These Words may be added to, simply in order to reach a more complete account
of Shri Mataji's Advices, but care should always be taken to ensure that the absolute integrity of the site is always maintained...
to ensure that the overall accuracy is not altered or changed in any way.

This Nick has offered in complete surrender, this site to Her Holiness for Her Sole use, and
furthermore he, in his present state of health, and at close to 80 years of age does further offer and surrender his
remaining life to She who is our sole reason for existence... to be used in whichever way She so chooses.
If it is Her Will, he is ready for the final move
2.2.2018 (London)

This Nick has been truly so completely stressed out since his recent move which started in earnest around the first week in DECEMBER 2017.
The move is now paused for a while as he regains some of his strength, before the onward push.
So To Everyone,Take very great Care and with all the every best wishes to you all
Jai Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi
--- 10th January 2018 ---

Well... Here it is... Here we are... Dare I say it... This site is thought to be complete!!!.... apart from
the occasional update for Newcomers and possibly other equally occasional and miscellaneous bits and bobs...
It's been a long time and pretty nearly almost continuous... but very enjoyable. I hope you have all enjoyed the wait.

So Thank you all for your patience. Spread the happy News... and most importantly...
continue to Enjoy...
Vijay Shri Mataji
============================================================ 18th November 2017
There is something of a miracle happening with the ongoing work that is keeping this Nick working flat out,
for the past, I don't know how long. I think it is fairly well known that this Nick has over the years, been plagued by
PC crashes of all kinds having to resort to the help and goodwill of his Sahaja Peers who have rebuilt his PC
on numerous occasions. Yet still, he is plagued by continuing crashes, even the 'blue screen of death' which
he has lost count of with this most recent rescue 'rebuild'.
Most recently, this has obliged him to contact his helpers in Canada, where his servers are located, asking for help
and an explanation of why he could not contact his web site for Synchronisation, and why when he did,
his PC would invariably crash. He decided to stop worrying about all this, and just to focus on making
the remaining improvements to his web site, locally, and to do the necessary a bit later on, to upload his files.
His PC was continually crashing, yet also continually recovering from this 'Blue screen of death' - I cannot
understand it, nor can I explain it, unless there is just one thing I've noticed. Each time there is a problem,
this Nick would give a Bandhan, whilst thinking of Shri Hanuman, and every time that he did this
there ere strong cool Vibrations! And also, when he made any changes to the design of the web site,
he would save the changes and switch to the browser to see if all was ok. There he would see
the small circular icon indicating that the PC was doing something or other. At this
he would hit the 'Escape' key to stop this ongoing activity, and then continue again. So he was
making some change or other, saving, switching to the browser, and again hitting the Escape key and so on.

After some hours of all this, he decided against all the odds to try for a Synchronisation again. Nonsense really,
because he had had no success with keeping contact with the Canadian Servers for ages. Still he tried...
with quite a degree of nervous anticipation... and lo and behold... there was no problem... and the 'sync'
worked perfectly. This happened last night! And today, it has just happened again. I can hardly believe it.
Previously I was loath to make any claims about miracles with regard to the work on upgrading and
updating the web site, but how can I avoid it at this point?
All I can say now... is... Thank you Shri Hanumanji... Jai Shri Hanuman... Jai Shri Mataji.
This makes sense now when you think of Shri Mataji's instructions when in Kalwe in India, when
She sid to this Nick "Tell everyone what you are doing."
The web site is now almost complete. He will continue as long as it pleases Shri Mataji to do so.
Then he will probably ditch this old worn out PC and switch to the other new PC built so graciously by Kamji Lum
who lives in Derby.

Jai Jai Jai Shri Mataji Nirmala Deviji
Shri Mataji Prasanna

2nd Nov 2017

Pics MP3's Charts Literature MP4's L & R Balancing ABC Sankoch Miracles Pitfalls

We are adding a new Navigation Bar, shown above, which is intended to provide easy access links to some quite important
Topics, that not all Sahaja Yogis are even aware of, or maybe have little bit misunderstood.
There is also quite a lot of updated 'Literature' created entirely from the research into Shri Mataji's Recorded talks,
in fact the same talks that were used to create this Web Site... and which Shri Mataji said to this Nick...
when in INDIA in the 1990's
"Tell Everyone What You are doing",
meaning the study and presentation of this project called as ""

24th Oct 2017

We are again, just for a while, involved in upgrading the Audio Clip Links - this will not take very long,
and we do apologise while this is happening - Again a little confusion with some links needing correction.
This section will be checked again, to ensure any and all errors will be fully dealt with. (3rd Oct 2017) - now
getting closer to completion - 13th Oct 2017 - Done! - All the Audio links are fully checked, and also the
complete "Charts & Listings" section too! - 18th Oct 2017

29th Sept 2017

OK... it's all done, and all Audio links are again ok - 29-9-2017 AND now... THE AUDIO CLIPS in the PITFALLS section need Repairing too!
This job is also under way - & will soon be completed - - - 30th Sept 2017


Another small tweak that you might like
If you have chosen to make this web site your HomePage on your PC, then there is one other small
tweak available to you. Right click on your desktop and choose 'Personalise' then click on
'Windows Color'. Here you first can remove any tick beside 'Enable Transparency'. Now click on
'Advanced Appearance Settings' and select from the 'Item' drop down menu, the item 'Active Title Bar'
and here you can adjust the colour No 1, to approximate to 'Ruby' or fairly close to the colour of this screen page.
(The settings
on this PC are Hue 223; Saturation 211; Luminance 133; Red 241; Green 41 ;Blue 126). Leave the 'color 2' as is.
For the Inactive Title Bar, it's Hue 226; Saturation 200; Luminance 195; Red 247; Green 168 ;Blue 196). & Leave the 'color 2' as is.

While you are here, you can select 'Scrollbar' and adjust the size to '9', or whatever you choose.
Now click 'ok' and 'ok' again. Now go to your browser & click on HomePage. (10th Sep 2017)

Another quite significant tweak (or, a tip that could transform your experience of this site)
It has recently been experienced that while making many smallish but significant changes to this web site,
many of the changes seemed to be lost, and did not appear as they should on the online version.
The explanation turned out to be the storage of many temporary downloaded files in the Browser cache, which
all needed being removed, so as to make way for the newly uploaded files that replace them.
So, the moral of the story is that it would be best to change your settings so that your cache is periodically,
or automatically renewed, so that you receive the automatic updating immediately. (9th Sep 2017)


Another update is the provision once more of a Feedback Form, which has been missing for far too long now. (9.9.2017) ----------------
Most Recent and perhaps the most important of all updates... is this one, where if it finally comes into play
means we have finally conquered all the attempts to thwart our persistent attempts to bring this site to
a final successful conclusion.
This project has been our life's work, since we first came to Sahaja Yoga.
It has taken 37 years, if you include the first years of clearing out, and the preparation
done by our Glorious and Most Gracious and most Beautiful Mother,
Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi, our own Shri Adi Shakti
Councilor, Redeemer and All Time Benefactor. Thank
You... Thank You... and Thank You... Again and Again
Jai Shri Mataji  &  Shri Mataji Nitya Prasanna
(August 2017)

CORRECTION [March 2017]
This site was intended to be transferred to but this has now been withdrawn at least for the time being.
The reason is that as a result of the intended move, we here took a calculated risk and attempted a recovery from the very
long standing situation where we were unable (since April 2016) to correctly synchronise this web site. We did not
know what was wrong, nor did we know how to correct it. But at this juncture we felt sufficiently confident to take the risk, and
So as a result, after almost a complete year, we decided to try and clear all the files held on the servers in Canada, i.e. to delete
absolutely everything and then after rebooting, to attempt a new Synchronisation from scratch.

By Mother's very Great Blessings we found, unexpectedly, that it worked ! --- W o w e e xx !!?
(With our Beloved Mother's Blessings, why should we ever be surprised?)

So now we are happily 'Back on Line' once more, but perhaps more importantly this time, 'back on track'
with now all the correct files, and what's more they are again displaying correctly.
JAI... JAI SHRI MATAJI - Thank YOU Most Adorable Most Incredible Mother
Note: We are just now coming up to the anniversary of last years Ideal Home Show when all this started
(almost exactly 12 months ago... 1st April 2016)
Also, click on 'Late Breaking News 2' above for another timely reminder.

13th Feb 2017
Wishing everyone a belated but very Happy New Year, and this we start off with the News that this site
is now at long last at the end of a long awaited relaunch with our new provider LCN.con

We shall now restart with a search for a suitable 'Feedback' form and for also a new 'hits' counter.

20th December 2016

A very merry Christmas Everybody

So here we go at long last after such a long long wait... what with all the glitches and other
pitfalls that seem to have somehow got in the way and delayed things til this moment in time.
So maybe it was intended to be this way right from the outset .......

A little while back, it was expressed in a text message, in response to a query that said...
"have you resolved your synchronisation problems yet?"-
so what better way than to repeat it here...
No not yet... we are sort of delaying things til after Christmas, and in the meantime developing
the site to it's logical conclusion. After Christmas we shall buy a new PC in the sales,
transfer the website, & attempt to then transfer the hosting to the UK from Canada.
Then we will go Online, inform the world, & with Mother's very great Blessings, & with everyone
then focusing on the new website, we are hoping that this will maybe transform the world.
How? Well if we can then motivate SYs to start studying all Mother's very Great Teachings, to start learning
all that She has been so painstakingly telling us for so long... we may achieve something.
So you see, not exactly small plans."

To this may be added... your all good wishes... and Bandhans will be a very great help in all of this.

and signed off as...
the paintbrush... in the Hand of the Artist
"When you are 'one' with the Divine Power, you just feel… 'I am not doing anything'… just like the paintbrush
in the hand of the artist, which never thinks it is doing anything… that it is the artist who is doing everything -
and who is the artist… is the Divine Power, which loves you, which cares for you, which looks after you,
which absolutely is identified with you. If you are one with the Divine, it looks after you…
it has all the powers. Only one power it does not have, is to control you…
if you want to ruin yourself, it gives you freedom, complete freedom…
that's why you must curb down that freedom, and respect the Divine Power (980510)"

November 2016

We are now approaching the end of the year - it has been quite an eventful year, and
much has been done to transform this site, to make it hopefully both more
beautiful and also user friendly... for both Sahaja Yogis & also
for the public at large.As we are, in many ways, at the forefront of the Promotion of Sahaj Yoga in it's
authentic form - everything is double checked for accuracy before it is acceptable
for inclusion, we can recommend with a clear conscience all the contents that are here included.
We are reminded of something told to us by Shri Mataji, who said that it is those who are in the front line
who always come under attack... those who are trailing behind... what is the use of attacking them?

We have experienced so many negativity attacks during this past year, which
ended in this site being isolated for much of the year so that updating of the web site
was virtually impossible. Hopefully this will now be resolved with this present synchronisation.
With the utmost, & absolutely total respect for all those genuine Sahaja Yogis who, in their hearts
do dedicate themselves fully to the work of our Divine & All Glorious Mother.
Jai Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi
9th November 2016............................

Here we go...with the upload of the new Website
May Shri Mataji be Eternally Prasanna

x5th Feb 2016x

Late Breaking News 1 ~

or you can choose to go to...>>>     ~ Late Breaking News 2 ~
Jan 2016
Wishing a happy New 2016 to absolutely everyone.
see the Late Breaking News 2 for the latest & current News Item

Date: 9th March 2014
- NEW -

A very Happy New Year to everyone.
In response to a request to speak out about the proliferation of new ideas & new
techniques appearing in Sahaja Yoga, around the world, in direct contradiction
to the Advice of Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi, here is copy of an e-mail being
distributed to the collective, requesting that we give urgent attention to
recovering the situation whereby we adhere strictly to those Teachings of the Devi

A very Humble Appeal
Collectivity & Common Sense
world wide
in Sahaja Yoga

[ 3rd & final rewrite ]
The state of Sahaja Yoga today

The Big Zero

... Dear All... Dearest Brothers & Sisters ...

       Please... please... be patient... be tolerant... be loving... and compassionate...
and receive this e-mail from your loving brother in the spirit that it is sent...       
This Nick has been recently quite perturbed by what he sees as a gradual drifting away
from our Beloved Mother's Core Teachings or Core Principles as brought by Her from Her
far and distant abode... to this Planet Earth, for our upliftment, and for our salvation.       
This last Saturday, at Flood St., (25th Jan 2014) our beloved brother Obi requested
Nick's help in pinpointing some of the errors that we Sahaja Yogis round the entire world
are committing, sometimes quite innocently... sometimes not quite so, more it seems through
ignorance... or even through other reasons best known to themselves.       

When the appointed time came... the vibrations shall we say were not exactly the best...
a fit of coughing, a feeling of choking, and the lack of that feeling that he has become
accustomed to, when he feels Shri Mataji is about to take control... and so he felt he had no
choice, no alternative but to decline to do what had been requested of him.       

later on, at the end of the meeting, after depositing the saucepan of food on the table... and
then very surprisingly ( & most most surprising especially to him also ) he was spun round, as if to
address everyone... but there were no words... he just 'saw' what can only be described as a vision...
this great big quite thick 'zero', a large circular 'O' with the centre of it filled with a soft pale
greenish pastel colour - with nothing else within it… no pictures or images, no words... nothing...       

I don't know how long this lasted, but then the vision just faded, and he was left simply
looking at the ladies that he at that time had been facing... he was left absolutely speechless...
nothing to do, but to simply go back to his seat. 
       (only Shri Mataji knows or can explain what this strange series of events was all about!)       

And then, just now, whilst searching for some other special quotes for another brother
of ours, he stumbled upon some rather special Words from Shri Mataji... and here they are...
They are entitled... ‘Mother’s Life’. Mother's Life      

So far, human beings received the Blessings of God… individually, as Grace… and they
received their Self Realisation individually, one by one. The method for individual Realisation
was just the opposite of the collective… first they had to establish their dharma… cleanse
themselves fully… desiring all the time for their salvation… as we call it Ishwara Pranidana…
thinking of God… asking for his Grace… and acting in a scrupulously dharmic way, to keep
themselves pure… controlling their minds, their desires and their actions… and then only, the
Grace of Mother gave them Realisation (800505)        T

his pattern was on for some time… and those who got Realisation did lots of wonderful
things to prepare for Sahaja Yoga. They were in every field of life… but very few and
unique… for example, in India, and in many other places in ancient times… they discovered
the unique gifts of the Mother Earth… what you call as Swayambhus… those stones or stone
images, which were thrown out by the Mother Earth, and discovered by these Saints. They
put shrines there, and they worshipped them… and by this they made these images vibrate
more… and also to vibrate that area. All over the world, there are such stones… but only the
Saints could discover them (800505)       

Then they established the importance of virtue in life… and how it can give you health,
wealth and prosperity… which is glorified… and not which is degrading. They established
schools and Universities… especially in India, where even today the families… carry the name
of that University as their Ghotra… and the families belonging to one Ghotra cannot marry.
They prepared young children, educated them… that they led a very dharmic life… enjoyed
their married life fully… and matured in such a manner that they got their Realisation… and
lived a life of complete enjoyment. And thus they, by their example, distracted the
attention of the people which was outside, to inner deeper values (800505)       

All this permeated a kind of confidence in God, Religion and a very balanced life - they
have really done a great job of building the scaffolding… of the huge, great building of
Sahaja Yoga… which is going to come now. Their desire to establish Dharma was so great,
that the complete Divine force of Mahakali was working through them… and they put it to
action with such understanding and such wisdom. Great scriptures were written by them… and
for thousands of years, they were the guiding light for people (800505)       

Only in the modern times… we should say about one thousand years or so… people started
doubting them. Before that people used to doubt themselves… that we are not good enough -
but there was no doubting about the Incarnations. All this started toppling down, with the
ego developing… and the superego challenging - confusion started coming into the minds of
people… they were influenced by many Satanic forces around, and played into their hands…
and they started doubting those great Realised People, and all these great Scriptures.
So on one side we have the doubting people… and on the other side, the fanatics - those
who try to adhere more and more, to the teachings, had to become fanatics. The 'real'
Religion in man collapsed… Religion is a continuous living process within, which is our
sustainance… it's like a ladder, on which we climb, step by step… but not leaving the ladder.
So… these two types… one doubting… another fanatic… both had not known God… both had
not achieved Reality… and they criticised each other… because both of them did not know
what truth was (800505)       

I took my birth at a point where this confusion had started showing it's results… even on
a physical plane. When I started looking around, I was amazed how ignorance had made
people naïve - though formerly people had this much understanding, this much sensitivity to
know, what is right and what is wrong - in this confused situation, I was born. I knew I was
to open the Sahastrara… so I started my work, after my first shocks (800505)
I decided not to talk about it to anyone… and to lead a very normal life… of a very
ordinary person… not to be very striking… because like Christ, when he was born, a star came
up… that’s how the King Herod came to know about him… and you know the story, what
happened. If you are born with any striking signs, the negativity immediately finds you out.
As it is, it found me out… and just after the fifteenth day of my birth there was a very big
accident as you know (800505)       

I had to really work very very hard to enter into your being… to find out… first of all…
your basic problems… and then the different permutations and combinations… and then these
were also capped by other identifications… like the society in which you were born… like the
nation in which you were born… like the ideas that were there. All these things became much
more important than the original universal being within you… and every individual had taken a
very odd funny awkward type of a shape, which I didn’t know how to reduce… by which they
could start their growth (800505)       

It was a very hard work… nights after nights I used to work… while leading a very
ordinary life of a very normal person. I used to behave like a very simple ordinary student…
and show all my ignorance about things… but sometimes you know, truth has an awkward
habit of slipping out… and it used to show itself. One of the biggest problems of human
beings, I found was family life… and that’s why I married… I wanted to study what are the
problems of family life… and so I started facing these problems as if they were my own… and
then other problems like political, economic… and all these problems also… because they
became so important for human beings… but which are of absolutely artificial value. A sort
of a human behaviour science I had to study for years (800505)       

And then… as you reach a point where all the knots are opened out… and one knot is still
left… which is to be opened out… and that was done on 5th May 1970. Then the collective
phenomenon started working… and the greatest of these was that the Shri Chakra, being on
this Earth, could be felt through your fingers… this was never before so - nobody felt the
vibrations on the fingers as such… but they felt it within themselves. Now, because the
Sahastrara of the Universe was opened out, everybody started feeling the vibrations around
them with their own hands… now the fingers… could feel the vibrations… that means the
sensitivity of the Divine which was in the chakras spread out to the periphery to such an
extent that a human being could feel it on the fingers… this was fantastic (800505)       

So my job was to move from the centre to the periphery… and whatever are the obstacles
I met, I had to clear them out, one after another. But then, I must say that, Sahaja Yoga
when it started working out… I was given very great workers, tools of Sahaja Yoga… who took
it upon themselves, as their own responsibility… and they really worked very hard with me…
very few… but they did
. The rest of them… can be divided into many categories… some came
for their own treatments, or something like that, of a very low level… or some, when they
got their Realisation, they brought all their sick relations to me… then some came for their
financial and all sorts of mental problems… and some came for their family and spiritual
problems… but the ones who took it up as their own responsibility, that this is what they
have to do, this is their life, this is what their complete meaning is… they put entirely their
attention to it… they worked it out, whatever was possible on their own level (800505)

So today we have to understand… that we really need those brave people… and those
people who feel responsible. It is a very important virtue of Sahaja Yogis. The main thing is…
what are you doing for Sahaja Yoga… what you can do… how far you can go… how you are
going to work it out. In every walk of life… those who really work it out as a great
responsibility upon themselves are the ones who will be given more and more powers, and

       These words can be found in the SahajVidya web site, shown below. (No password is
required.) There are many more very special words, of equal importance to us all, and
perhaps more will be sent out later on... for those who feel they want to 'answer the call'.       

If we will take the trouble to look into Shri Mataji's Teachings in some detail... at some
depth... we will find even now many important guiding Advices from our Mother. Even now, when
She has left us, they still have their original significance and meaning for us all.       

Here also, a simple reminder of how Shri Mataji has more than once told us the very special
significance of Shri Ganesha in our lives... of how he is the first among many... of how he knows
only his Mother... how he knows no other... not even his father. For him, as should be for us also,
there is no other being... greater than his Mother - our Mother... who was... who is... with us all...
now... and if we wish... for ever more... 
The question is: what are we doing about it?       

For those who are still relatively new in Sahaja Yoga, and even for those who regard
themselves as the 'Bees Knees'... it is still possibly the best option, when going to the
SahajVidya site… to start at the end. This may seem all 'topsy turvy', a seemingly crazy thing
to do but the culminating point of the whole site has now finally been reached... and so
the final tab at the bottom/right of the screen represents a sort of 2-prong approach...
firstly an idea of what is or may be possible, with some of the amazing array of Miracles
that have come the way of he who was instrumental in the formulation of this site... and
secondly, some of the many mistakes, the errors.... the misconceptions that are sometimes
widely adopted in our current style of Sahaja Yoga, as practiced the whole world over.       

Next to it is a panel called as SahajVidya Treats/now called as SiteMap, which has much of interest to any
Sahaja Yogi, notably the collection of mp3 audio clips on many significant and sometimes
controversial issues. Here also can be found a set of reliable transcripts, that have been
double checked for accuracy... and also a reliable set of Sahaja literature.       

The remainder of the site is really a work of reference that you can go to in
any spare moments to browse to your heart's content.       

The 2 links in the final panel, i.e. the Miracles & the Errors, (or perhaps more simply…
‘The Possibilities’ & ‘The Pitfalls’) are not as yet fully completed… and are in fact a work
that is still in progress. 
There is as yet still much to be added... so keep revisiting to check on latest updates.       

There will undoubtedly be an avalanche of criticism... a barrage of attacks from those who
do not see things the same way... and who see the comfort that we now have become so
used to... coming under siege. This Nick has no misconceptions regarding the storm of
protest that will undoubtedly be coming his way,       

This Nick makes no apology for his stance in this matter... only perhaps for his 'lack of
courage' in bringing this situation to the fore long before now. Who amongst you will also...
Stand up, and be counted...       

Many years ago now, Nick cannot say 'when' or even 'where', Shri Mataji said something
to Nick, which he has never forgotten. She came to Nick one day and She said to him: 
" You are going to do a Lot for Me "
       Well with these words echoing in his head... with these words ringing in his ears...
what else can he do? How can he turn away… at a time like this… when the need is so very great…
and say, and do nothing? This Nick has to speak out... and say and do something... and accept
whatever are the consequences. So this , in full awareness, Nick now does.       

As the Mooladhara is ‘responsible’ for the qualities of Purity & Innocence, so the Heart
is ‘responsible’ (not to be confused with being the seat of responsibility, for that is elsewhere),
so in the Heart is to be found that quality of Valour - that quality of courage in battle against
that which is evil and wrong.        The video at Flood St on that evening said it all ( 820610 You must be Responsible, When
are we going to grow, Hampstead - recently added as a new audio clip to this site ) - Shri Mataji
told us clearly... if we fail... it will be we who will be held responsible. 
       This Nick does not want that criticism levelled at him... do you?       

Are we going to continue to sit, wriggling perhaps a little uncomfortably, squirming in our
seats, waiting for Shri Mataji to finish speaking, before we can again heave a sigh of
relief... and fall back into our accustomed inactive self complacent stupor... or are we going at last
to rise up... and say... enough... no more... I am a son of the Adi Shakti... I am a daughter
of our Beloved Mother... who has done so much for me... for us all... what can I do in return,
for She who has given Her Very Life for us all... for all of Her Sahaji Children.       

We in the Heart of this Universe especially, do carry a very great responsibility indeed...
to save this world! Are we up to it?   Jai Shri Mataji
with love
your very concerned brother

       PS - These comments do not all apply equally to all - that should be very obvious. Some are very
responsible, some may be overly so. But it is the general state of our being, the world over
that we need to address and to improve... to overhaul, and repair... whilst we still can.
May God bless and save us all.       

This e-mail was sent out originally to all, via SahajNet, but the 'powers that be' decided
to reject it... it was sent back, marked as 'Inappropriate'... the defence and the preservation
of Shri Mataji's Immaculate Teachings considered inappropriate.
       It is considered here to be of sufficient importance that it is being resent, to reach all parts
of the Sahaj World... by whatever means possible.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Why not Check out the... SahajVidya Educational Website :
       "Precious Gems... Pearls of Wisdom... Treasures of the Devi...
        Strung on the very fabric of life...
                  threads entangled... interwoven... totality concealed.
        Then Source of All... in Words of Wisdom...
        Showed the way that lay before...
        Sifting... sorting... integrating...
                  til at last...      they stand Revealed."

                   - presented in handy A5 format -
   (frequently revised and updated...)

[Inspiration drawn from talk at Melichargasse on 25th July 1989]
See article entitled 'Studying' or also 'Mother's Words'
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Shri Adi Shakti, 1989 :

   You must all individually also work it out that you study Sahaja Yoga in a way...  whatever I have
said can be seen… found out… what is said about health… what is said about children… because
I spontaneously say things… & if you can sort it out you will know so many things… I mean if you sit
down & do a study of these tapes it will help you to find out so many little little things that are so
important for life. You can clarify it… can note it down… that this Mother said about these things…
it will be very good for us to sort it out this way… what point is to be noted down in different
headings… can put different different headings, & jot it down. Mother has said 'so'… Mother has s
aid 'so'… whatever is not on the tape you should not listen to… whatever is on tape is authentic…
whatever is recorded already should be accepted (890725); We must have one tape each - sit down
and listen again and again - with pencil and paper, and see what I am saying (890611)

( Jan 2014 )